• 6 years ago
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When I think of who my future spouse is this girl in my church Michelle comes to mind. I’m having a hard time with it because one she is older than me and two I’m not sure if I’m super attracted physically to her. I know these aren’t disqualifiers. But she’s been in my like of work for like 7+ years and me a meager 1 or 2 depending on how you count it. I mean I just don’t know. She keeps popping up in my mind. I really like her character. She has a servant heart like no one I’ve really seen before. She loves ministry and really cares for the girls she is ministering too. You can tell. I mean I would ok dating her and perhaps marrying her one day. I just want to get to know her more as a friend. It’s a little hard because she can be hard to get time with because when I see her she is usually occupied ministering or serving in some way. God help me! I don’t want this kept in me. I feel almost helpless. I’ve thought about telling my pastor but I feel like I need to get to a better place financially to get into a relationship. Lord help me! God help me! Amen

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