I am in love with my best friend. We went out on a few dates and things were going well. Then she pulled back. My heart is breaking. We also happen to work in the same building. We’ve talked many times about our relationship. She wants it strictly platonic, but I can’t do that. We would do so well together. She just can’t see it. We had our final talk last night. Afterwards I was so hurt and in need of someone, I hired a prostitute. I’m also a fairly active Mormon. I just want the pain to stop. I want to be able to not feel.
