My confession is that I seem to less like my best friend more and more throughout time. I noticed that she is always happy when I’m not or if i had baad grades and she better ones she kind of is laughing at me. Plus she changed so much. I know I can’t expect everyone to be the same through years (i knew her for 8 years) but like… It hurts me so much. I thought we both were like the “unpopular” duo who doesn’t care about looks and stuff but she has started to make-up herself. Maybe to look more beautiful than me. She even changed her profile picture into some instagram-like one. I think she is starting to get one of these 14-yeard-old who are doing musically and stuff… Maybe I’m overreacting but it hurts me more and more when I spend time with her. I knowI could just easily let her go but then I would have to live in awkwardness. If we see each other we would try to get as far as possible and my whole class would be asking Why? How? When? all the time and I don’t want that.
