I’m sad,
I’ve been s******* assaulted many times and raped a few time by many many different men.
My count on men (including consensual) is about 32, gross I know. I’m 19.
My problem is I find (consensual) r*** roll play so so so s*** it turns me on so much, alongside this I find rollplaying as a minor and being s******* assaulted to good it makes me a lot wetter if my boyfriend treats me like a little s*** and forcibly has s** with me…
He doesnt understand, he knows I like rough s** but how do I ask him to join in with my rollplay. Is it wrong, I feel so guilty.
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Hey there, you should go to a therapist and talk about it. But only if you feel ready. You can also talk to your bf about your sexual needs. You could maybe ask him if he would try some sm roleplay with you. Maybe you don’t need to admit your rape fantasy right away. Start slow, maybe only verbal and let your bf find his own role. If he enjoys it everything else will come with time.
Admit it all. Tell your boyfriend this is what you want and desire from him and only him. To be his fuck doll. To act out all the nastiest fantasies in your mind with him, for him and for you.