He said he wanted to kill me because I had blown him off. He is a very clever guy who I have not known for very long- like a few months. And we’ve been meeting up for.. a hook up a guess. I’ve never done this and it has been fun so far so I figured why not? But he’s very uhm pushy in a subtle way? He likes to have things his way otherwise he gets kinda fussy in a petty way. Anyway, we were supposed to meet up but I had some more work to take care of before hand so I let him know I had to make another stop that may be a while. Well I ended up taking a bit longer than I thought and I just figured he could figure out what to do elsewhere if I wasn’t answering(phone on silent-he HATES that I do this) He bombed my phone with calls and texts – where are you, ??? And a bunch of other things. We didn’t have a set place to be so it’s not like he was waiting for me at a predetermined place, and he doesn’t know where this work place of mine is. He only knows where I live and where my first job is… So he’s upset that he can’t get ahold of me, I’m tired by the time I’m done working so I go home and shut off my phone. The next morning he’s like ‘wtf how hard is it for you to answer me?!’ Okay, first off we are not dating so I don’t owe him much of an explanation right?? Like he wants to be all distant himself but I have to report and tell him my life story?? Idk. So I teased him and said something like ‘oh I didn’t know you’d miss me so much’ and he was like we are meeting today. So sure whatever, he’s fun to bang, let’s go. We meet. Kinda tense. Get in the room. And that’s where he told me he wanted to kill me. I’m kinda naive and I don’t really see it as a threat, but looking back on it. I think I made him kind of upset. I wish I didn’t like doing him, because I kinda know that there are some red flags here that I am just flat out ignoring. Trying to control what I wear, controlling what we pay when we meet(keeps balance ehh that’s okay), choking, intimidating, and yet very lovebombing. And for some reason he keeps asking about how much I tell my parents. He’s wild y’all, the things he says are like.. very blunt and honest(which I love) but he’s blunt about being manipulative, lying, and saying whatever to get to his end goal. I hope I don’t die – because I just wanna bang carelessly for once.
