When I was 14, I started going on chat websites because I was bored one day. I talked to a lot of older men and liked the attention they were giving me. Although I didn’t really like a lot of them but I liked talking to them. But one day I was on a chat website and this older man who was around 30-31 at the time, he talked to me first and I talked back not knowing his age, oops. So we ended up going on kik to talk for a little bit, he asked me to send a pic of me in my bra so I did it and then he asked for a few more explicit pics, ofc I sent it.

After that we switched to skype to video chat and I got naked all on cam and we did dirty things. We ended up doing this almost everyday because he was the one who initiate it.

Although sadly we had to stop for a while because he told me it wouldn’t work out between us and I was a bit sad, I ended up forgetting about him, but during the summer I found him back again on that website so I talked to him, he remembered me and said he couldn’t stop thinking of me and asked if we could do it again, I said yes ofc. But he didn’t use to initiate like he used to, now I was the one who was asking to do it and I don’t know if he was teasing me but he just ignore me unless he was the one to ask.

Now a this year has been tough for the both of us because it’s a veery long distance between the two of us, I live in america while he lives in england, so the time difference was a bit bugging. And he’s been ignoring and blocking me over and over but he still ends up coming back so yeah, it’s bit sad and annoying but I like it and I like the way he makes me feel and he knows that. Just last month we were talking he told me he did this with other girls before me but it was LEGAL. So I guess that makes me special since I was the only underage one, but yeah he said we can’t tell anyone cause it would be big trouble for the both of us, especially him. He tells me he’s so much experienced at what he does, he knows every inch of a woman’s body and how to make her feel good, I’m so lucky. He’s into a lot of k**** stuff, one time he even showed me p***, he basically corrupted my mind (which is what he wanted to do) and filled it with s** but I’m okay with that. I’m like his plaything, his personal toy. His. I’m pretty sure any minute he will come back just to see me on my knees for him. I’m pretty sure he knows that I’m jealous of the girls he’s been with. I know he probably thinks about me and he probably misses me but yeah. He’ll come back and we’ll keep doing what we do.

I can’t wait til the day comes and he takes my virginity for real, it’s gonna be amazing.

But right now…

I’m 15 and he’s still in his 30s, it’s a bit complicated right now but hopefully everything works out in the end.

Oh by the way I wasn’t gonna post the full story of what happened between us (the full story is so much and craizer than this) this is just a little taste because you know why not post this on a random confession site where nobody knows who I am. I probably left out a few important things but I’m too tired to go back and check. Enjoy my story. ♡

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