When I was about eleven I was over at my cousins’ house. My cousin was bout 16 or so at the time. She wanted to play “house”. She was the mommy and I was the daddy. My younger nephew played our son. My aunt and uncle weren’t home so it was just us three. I knew what this meant, I just didn’t realize how far she wanted to go. First we played like a family. After about 10 minutes of this she told our son to go to bed in his room. This left us two. She said it was late we had to go to bed too.

We got into her parents bed and told me I had to kiss her. I remember feeling her teeth with my tongue. She told me to lie on my back and she started kissing me. She put her tongue in my mouth, it felt good. She started to rub my d*** through my pants. At first I pulled away but she kept reaching down and rubbing me. I stopped resisting. She managed to undo my pants and took out my d*** and slowly started m*********** me. I’d played with myself before, but this felt really good. She pulled my hand towards her p****, I could feel her p****** were kinda of damp. I put my hand inside. She had hair down there and she was really wet.

She told me to put my fingers inside her. I banged her but she wanted me to play with her c***. S*** I didn’t know what that was let alone know what I was doing. After couple minutes she told me to lay on my back again. She went down and started to kiss the tip on my d***. She then started slowly sucking on the head. after a couple minutes of this she lay on her back, she had already taken off her p******.

The whole time she telling me that was what mommies and daddies did. She told me to rub my tip on her slit. I didn’t know what to think but just did it. I remember she moaned a little bit. She told me not to put it in, just rub the hole with it. She pulled up her shirt and started pinching her n******. Her breasts were already kinda big. After a couple of minutes she started squirming, moaned louder and then stopped. From what I know now was probably her c******. Next she started m*********** me. She looked up at me while she did it. I felt embarrassed and looked away. I felt my d*** getting harder and I finally came all over the sheets. The whole time my younger cousin was in his room. She told me not to tell anyone not even my younger cousin. I saw her a couple years later. I was about 16 and she was in her twenties. We pretended like nothing ever happened. Sometimes I wonder if it was a dream. I doesn’t feel like it really happened.

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