When I was 13 years old, I went to my Aunt’s house and had a sleepover with my cousin who is a year younger than me. We didn’t know what s** was at that time but I went under the blanket and she pulled down her trouser to feel her a**. She gave me a torchlight so that I could see her a** real close. I watched her pretty a**, fingered her tiny p**** and a** for a little while and smelled my finger after that. This was a one-night thing and we never talked about this after that incident. Now, I have a girlfriend but sometimes at night, these memories keep coming back and the worst part is I don’t feel guilty, kinda turns me on to be honest.
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It was a formative sexual experience. Makes sense that it would stick around in your memories.
You were both kids. Stop being so hard on yourself.