Growlr, scruff, barebackrt, squirt, have taken over my life. I had an accident two years ago which has affected my quality of life and I got a large insurance payout. Sitting in bed for three.months recuperating I got hooked look at hairy c****. Then that became me on those sites and apps looking but not meeting. Eventually I admitted I want this, bought poppers and went to a bathhouse. I sucked my first c***, and old man. Then another. And yeah, now I spend my days on the apps looking for guys to s*** off, or something Wilder. I’ve done tina, weed, molly with guys and been completely submissive. I don’t even remember a.lot of it. And I feel ashamed afterward. I’m ashamed now. But I’m filled with lust for this, I love the.popper high and whatever. Goes with it. But it’s unhealthy, not just the risk of STD but it’s consumed me. I can work but since I don’t need to this is what I do. I’ll go all day without eating b. I’m looking for the right d*** for the day.i feel broken and wrong but I can’t stop
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But what I really lust after is getting a breeding from a transsexual like Jessy Dubai, Camilla Mattoli, rebekkal Montenegro. And I still scared she won’t continue if my ass bleeds, which it does.and now that I know one of those will breed me for a few hundred, I want to fly and do it. I’m literally seeing a gastroenterologist/proctologist to try and clear up any issues so my ass doesn’t bleed. And idk what after that, this is my lust my fantasy hairy cock and olived skinned transsexuals, breeding me.for eternity