I have made a detailed plan to kill myself after December 18th, 2023. I am waiting to this date as there is a dear friend who I have made a promise to, and I refuse to leave behind any further disappointment. I dread the hurt I will leave behind. I just can’t live with the weight of living any further. I am ready to be done. I have lived over a decade longer than I wanted to. I never wanted to make it to this point.
