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When I was 17 and my sister Sandra was 15, our mother took our younger sister on holiday with her leaving me and Sandra at home for a week.
One night she came home really late, giving me lip and I got really angry. I threw her face down over the side of an armchair, yanked her knickers down and smacked her arse with my hand and then her wooden sandal which had fallen off her foot. Her bare backside was red raw by the time I’d finished walloping it and she was wailing and crying and swearing at me. I told her if she didn’t shut up, I’d drag her outside the next day and thrash her again in front of all her mates and anyone passing and they could all watch her getting her naked b** reddened again.
She could hardly sit down the next day and kept crying. She was as good as gold after that though which proved that she had really needed a good hard bottom smacking. Our mother hadn’t punished her like that since she was about 10 or 11 and if she had, Sandra might have behaved a lot better. I remember watching her getting spanked a few times with a slipper after being put over our mother’s knee. Her knickers were usually pulled right down and her buttocks and thighs would get redder and redder and look really sore. Then she would be sent to bed whatever time it was. Me and my younger sister never got smacked at all.
I told her it was a waste of time complaining to our mother because I would convince mum to give Sandra another good hiding with me and my other sister watching. Anyway she never said anything to anyone. That was years ago and we don’t see her these days. I think about it a lot and w*** when I see the picture in my mind of the cheeks of her bottom bouncing and burning when I whacked them. I would give anything to be able to go and see visit her and give her a bright red throbbing arse again. The stuck up *****.

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I met my friend in August of 2022. We met over a fandom for a YouTuber we both liked, we’d talk, shade headcanons, write, and the like. She was wonderful. She was perfect, so sweet and kind, loving, caring, passionate. Of course I fell in love with her.

Something in my mind at some point, I don’t know where, just seemed to break. I saw her as this absolutely perfect, flawless angel. Someone above me, someone above feeling the ways I do, someone so perfect she couldn’t possibly be upset by me. So I put more and more on my angel. She can’t feel bad, she’s perfect. It’s wrong, but that’s how my mind was working. I still see her as someone so beautiful and amazing.

I professed my love to her. She didn’t want it. But I pushed her on, continually telling her I loved her, over and over again professing my feelings and pretty much BEGGING for her to love me back. She didn’t want it yet I pressed on, spamming her with love declarations at LEAST weekly, hoping that maybe someday she’d change her mind.

But that’s not even the end of it. No, she was either perfect or evil to me. And whatever set me to treating her like my perfect savior angel, it all came crashing back down in reverse. All over YouTube drama. The moment she did something I didn’t perceive as perfect, I snapped. That YouTube channel we both like had been called out for being an abuser and I said it was unacceptable to keep watching and giving exposure to him, she said I should just let people enjoy things. I made an angry post about how everyone who liked that channel was enabling his abuse, got banned from the community, and I was desperate to come back. They were my only friends.

I made an alt account to pretty much stalk my angel, I was jealous and controlling and paranoid over her finding someone better than me and leaving me now that she was upset at me. I joined back in the servers I wasn’t allowed in. I listened in to a call she was in. At the same time, I was messaging her on my main account, pretty much yelling at her about how she’s funding and platforming an abuser. On my alt, I would act all sweet, I knew my relationship with her was already ruined so I thought if I became someone else, someone better, someone ideal, she’d love me.

This was the end for us. She found me out and completely cut me off, then later I was sent a document detailing everything I’ve done and that I abused her, broke her mentally, and made it so she can’t trust anyone anymore.

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