I don’t feel like a real person which sounds odd to admit. Like I don’t think I bring any value to society, I haven’t accomplished anything astounding and I’m not the best looking either. I don’t really think that I’m an actual living person. I don’t think my body is my own, or my experiences or my efforts. I can’t find enjoyment out of a lot of things and it bothers me. I’m so stressed all of the time and it gives me headaches, chest aches and makes me really distant from myself. Everything seems sort of like a chore that I have to do to be successful or well liked in the future. I want to relax but I know that if I do relax, I’ll never accomplish anything in life.
