I offcially promise to never disturb you again Siren. Which means now i have no f****** choice. Goodbye forever, and sorry. I wish you all the happiness and success and full page spreads and magazine covers and podcast features you can f****** handle. I hope medical science gets off it’s a** one day so you can dance again. I hope you two have a happy family and grow old together. You deserve a happy ending. Goodbye. I still kinda love you, stupid right? Well im gonna prove it you. I’m disapearing. Im sorry I hurt you so bad. Im sorry i was so crazy and clingy and posessive. Im sorry i harassed you and your friends. Im sorry I was so gross and creepy and angry all the time. Im sorry i bothered you again when you were happy. Im sorry for ruining the holidays and birthdays and today. Im sorry i poked fun at your insecurities. You are beautiful, and smart, and s***, and talented and kind, and way out of my league in every way. Dont believe the nasty things i said about you. Just do me a favor and think about some of the other s*** ive said. The litle bits of love i couldnt stop from poking through. You are one of the most special people Ive ever net and I never want your healing soul to be taken advantage of. Goodbye. For real. Forever. Peace be with you.
