Struggling hard today. Feeling like an awful person. Feeling unwanted. Feeling like I’m not enough. Feeling like I will never have someone who truly cares. Feeling like I’m not pretty enough. Feeling like I’d be better off single that way I wouldn’t have expectations that never get met. I wish someone saw the pain in my eyes. I wish someone cared enough to hug me and tell me it will all be alright and I will never be alone. Unfortunately, everyone always leaves. Or the one who has stayed ignores me. The comfort I find now is in alcohol and CBD. I don’t know how much longer I can fight.
