I’m in a funk.
Guess everybody in the entire world is.
F****** pandemic.
F****** people that created it or whatever triggered it.
F****** hell.
F****** government.
Nothing is gonna be normal again, is it? who the f*** thought it was a good idea?
F***
I have to find job.
I wish with my soul economic stability.
I want to cry but I can’t anymore… I literally cannot shred a single tear.
Are we in for bad twenties? I f****** hope not.
I only sleep, I’ve always loved sleep, like everybody else but I’ve come to appreciate it more now ’cause now I realized sleeping is a way to block away everything.
But I’ll probably gain weight.
But I have ir easy real easy in life… I have my food, my home, my family.
But these motherfucking bad neighborhood up in my head is toying with me, real bad.
I can’t afford therapy got more important and need to save the money for other stuff.
Why is it so expensive?
