I feel no guilt, empathy nor any attraction to anyone. I despise most people and use them as objects to further myself. This results in my sexual/romantic relationships not lasting more than 6 months. I work in a finance job, meaning long hours and keeping the facade of a stoic who can handle even the most stressful situations thus therapy is not an option for me, as it will make me look like someone who is fragile. I feel no remorse for my actions, however I do not understand why I feel this way. People produce tears of joy at weddings, cry at funerals, but I don’t understand why. I don’t think I ever will.
