i do not regret having an affair with my neighbor. yes i am married over 14yrs and am having s** with an older widowed neighbor and she is a different person around other people. this started a few months ago when i accidently caught her m***********. she has a church group she meets with on sundays and if they knew how much she loves s** they would s***. we just had s** in her tool shed in the dark and its always without a condom because her tubes were tied after she had her second son who is just a little younger than me. we have had a*** s** which shocked me and yes i could ruin my marriage if i am caught but she allows me to see a side of her no one knows. she comes to me on mornings after she sees my wife leave for work and a couple weeks ago was giving me oral s** when my wife called from work and would not stop and i had to not react as i was about to c**. i do not want it to stop
