• 4 years ago
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!!!SUICIDE/PARANOIA/MENTAL HEALTH/RELATIONSHIP MENTION!!!

i’ve been really paranoid about everything and its destroying my relationships. i get scared that i’m being abandoned and then do something stupid so maybe they wont leave. no one’s left yet?? it just causes more pain. why cant i stop. i got really sad and i attempted suicide three times yesterday. this girl i pinky promised i wouldnt two days ago saved my life the first time. then it was a matter of keeping myself okay and i almost gave in to the darkness twice. i didn’t think i would be here today. if i had woken up last night, i probably would be dead right now. i have to keep trying, it’s really hard but i have to. i can’t lose him. i wont. i dont really want to be alive right now but i dont have the energy to do anything about it. so those are thoughts i guess..thanks internet for listening.

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