I’m so sorry this all has happened. I kind of feel like it’s my fault. well I know it’s not my fault but I have seen it coming for a few years and just could feel the sadness and fear coming. the actualness of it threw me though. they called it an “event” on the news the other night. I just can’t understand how it is opaque for anyone.. it’s so transparent to me, and yet no one else I know can see through it….
