Not saying you are, I never assume with so many people involved but if you are talking to me, you truly lost almost a decade ago That’s no b*******. It’s truth, and I don’t really care what you say or think because I have enough more important things going on. I’m dad to that kind of s*** coming from your direction. Just think about everything you were involved in. Think about it all, you know it all, and think about how long it’s been and how long it went on for. Think about it all. How can anyone not be numb to s*** being throw from your direction? Seriously. You know. I’m pretty sure no one else really knows, they get what you give them, but you know. It used to hurt. To the point I would almost pass out on a concrete floor I was standing on, when I actually cared like 10 years ago.
Now it’s just why? It’s because you get off on the negative b*******. It’s not love. You get off on your pain and other peoples and if you cant hit the heart anymore, you take it other places like where they wotk or whatever you happen to gwt your hands on, and I know Im not the only one who has seen it. Im sure you feel dejvu. You know exactly what you’re doing. That’s not my type of woman or relationship.
