I had an obsessive Crush over my deputy headteacher in secendory school. I got so stupid about it I use to phone his office anomously just to hear his voice, the one time I didn’t phone him anomously is when I had left school and stupidly decided to ring him and tell him I love him. He was not happy about the phone calls, and the school senco phoned my parents and told them,that if I phone him again he will phone the police,it was a messed up thing to do, and I like to think I’ve learnt from my mistake but I haven’t.Through the years I’ve thought about him on and off and sometimes have e***** dreams about him, this week I thought about him so much I decided to try searching for him on the net again today.
I’ve tried through out the years but had no joy. But today I managed to find him and although his hair is now thinning out he still has the same build and facial features and so I feel hooked again. The bonus was it was so easy to get his mobile number it was on a School website he worked at. Now I can’t get the idea of texting him out of my head. I have two kids now and have moved on why do you think it is that I’m still pining away over my ex school teacher? And why is it everytime I read a romantic book, his face is the one I capture as the main male character.
