You are a pretty scary chick though. If someone instead of saying to me be careful or shes cold, somebody could have sat down with me and framed what you would become and what it would do to me, I my life would have been spared.
Whether you admit it or not, you are a person's worst nightmare one the target goes up. You are a scary brawd. Nobody in the world has ever made me feel smaller. I'm a proud guy, you own me.
What’s really scary about it, and it makes me sick. The past few weeks, I have never felt so physically sick in my entire life every ever time I think about it. You know everything and you will for the rest of your life.
Its a sick scary thought that I can never get away from you. I really want you to know that I feel that way, and you know it too. Everything. It makes me want to rearrange things in my life to avoid being seen by you. It’s creepy as hell. You give me the creeps.
Do you remember when I opened my email account and told you you could look at jt and you were on that faster than flies to s***…. I never forgot that. That was my one intentional s*** test on you, I am not a game player, but that was at the end it it really bothered me that you were on that as quick as you were. That’s your worst character flaw, but what you have now, is technically the big time with that. It’s really f****** creepy. Until your dead. You know I won’t be shedding any years the day I find out you are dead right? That’s how I feel about you. Good. I’m f****** free. And I don’t blame any one but you. Only you. I used to blame everyone but you, but it was all you.
I don’t want you thinking I care in a good way about you, I care, but it’s kind of like a really sick worried kind of way. It’s like what happenes to people who are stalked. I have never in my life met anyone who makes me feel this way for this long.
