To: I feel a deep remorse for this. I’m honestly disgusted with myself Me: I had a prostitute once, for much the same reasons as you, when I was a young man and it felt completely sexless and it felt like I was f****** a cold, dead, chicken. The w**** was totally disinterested, she provided a hole for me to f*** and from memory, she was tight and I could not easily get in and I shriveled up and I paid her for the thought of f****** her, rather than actually f****** her and I really don’t understand how any man can cold f*** a w****, without any foreplay or feeling, whatsoever. Better at it than me I expect. Anyway, long story short, I never fucked another w****, ever and I understand where you are coming from. With a condom on, you are still a virgin if you did not inject your s**** into her and how could you with a condom on. There is a lot more to s** than that, so meet the ideal girl, get to know her and have s** with her because you both want that and dismiss this previous experience out of your mind as if it never existed, because to all intents and purposes it never happened. Remain the virgin you are until you meet the girl who takes your virginity away from you. I was 27 before I lost my male virginity and then I could not get enough s** with my lady friend of the time. I made up really quickly for the time I had previously missed, so that after some months, she was so sore, she could hardly walk, me being a 5 or 6 times a day fella. Then I had to slow down to give her time to heal, but that’s another story. When you f*** someone who loves you, she is warm and soft and smells yummy and her hole is wet with anticipation and you slide in as if her c*** was made for just you, as indeed it was.
Best Wishes……………
