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To: I think I might be a monster. Me: Yeah, me too. But what you describe is the difference between being a “total savage” and being “civilized” and knowing the right thing to do, over the wrong thing and doing the right thing whenever you can, because it is the best way to go about things. Right? I have immoral thoughts, most of the time and when I’m out and about, perving on younger women, without appearing to be looking at all. If they could hear what my thoughts are, inside my head, I’d be up s*** creek, without a paddle. I’m guessing that most “normal” people have the same thoughts you and me have, but like us, they are good at hiding them and they don’t ever say anything, because, how can you? I’m doing what I do on this web page, because I have this offbeat idea that if there is life after death and I’ll probably find out a lot sooner than most of you who read and write here, then hopefully I’m tipping the scales more in favor of going to the good side and less likely to go to the bad side, if such exists. I feel a lot like, well you know the Bible bloke – I turn my cheek when I get thumped, metaphorically, so they can thump the other side too….but they never do. I don’t believe in God or any of that rubbish. I think of religion as being the fear or what happens when we die and religious organizations profiting from that fear in the best con-job ever, for those thus willing to live off the proceeds with impunity. Duh!!. In that scenario, I pale into insignificance against those who live off religion and the mugs who contribute to it, through fear of their unknown, from this life, but at death. Few of us act out our immoral thoughts, because we want a better life for ourselves, other than punishment and not having a life at all, ever, except locked in a cage or worse (been there, done that for 4 years of my life, taken away from me). So we do the right thing, like you and me and keep the dark side hidden and unspoken, because that’s the “right” thing to do – right? You are “normal” after all and not a “monster”, anymore than any of the rest of us, who control our hidden urges, from those who don’t and who become “monster” celebrities, through social media, from which there is no escape. How about that?
Best Wishes……………………..

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