I don’t even want to exist. I don’t have particularly dark thoughts, but I fail to see the point in existing. No professional path interests me. I don’t want to work, I don’t want not to work. I don’t have a very developed personal life either. I’ve been single pretty much my whole life and have achieved nothing.I’m just here because I know friends and family would be devastated if I killed myself.
I just wish I had a house in the country and spent my days farming and canning vegetables until I died. Not sure if I should see a psychiatrist or not
