Maybe it’s just the hormones I don’t know Maybe that’s why I miss you. I will tell you one thing I hope I can be half the mom that you are and I sure wish you were around even if it was just a phone call your presence really made a difference in my life. I’m sorry that nobody came to your shower you’re a good person not a perfect person but a good person and you deserved better than that. You deserve love and friendship and people that stick around; you’re a good person Regardless of your illness. Yeah you’re an a****** sometimes,but I know it comes from a lifetime of trying to cope and survive. For whatever it’s worth hurting you was never my intention either and I hate that this illness always wins.
