I always talk about how I’m a girl and liking traditionally masculine things doesn’t mean I’m not. I always roll my eyes when the topic of trans and genderqueer people are brought up but I don’t actually have a problem with them. Sometimes I wish I was born a guy. I want my b**** and v***** gone. I don’t always feel like this and often don’t have a problem with my body. But that’s mostly because I always tell myself I’m a girl and I’m going be girly like my dad wants. Part of me feels like I’ll never be happy if I’m not in a male body but part of me feels like I’ll never be happy if I’m not in a female body. I’m confused and scared and I just want it to stop.
