FOr years my parents have been using hypnotism to get away with r*** and cover for murder. I’ve been scared for soo long that just thinking about it all makes me puke. I want to end my life to be honest but thats also probably because of the hypnotherapy. 5 years ago i was detranced and i started remembering blimps of my past and now i’m starting to realize the agent on my case may not be in anymore. I have a list of suspects and can name off a majority of what happened but so far no one is taking me serious after the 2003-2005 incident with russian mind control videos. I was one of those kids and my father used that strict paranoia.. i’ve had my neck broken by this man 4 times, raped and s** trafficed multiple of times and used for personal pleasures by my father mother and step father. Giving the extent of the situation i overdosed 2017 because i was triggered and my “boarderline personalality disorder” ends up kicking in and i ended up fighting for control again. I really don’t know what to say other than my life is crazy and i need professional help but doctors scare the living s*** out of me and i can’t say i trust anyone.
with the hypnotism part i have these memories and i seriously puke everytime. My stomach as i type this is curling. If anyone has anything they can say to keep me from killing myself and these people that would be nice.
