I am genuinely really thankful and grateful to have met someone who has changed my life for the better, if I didn’t met this person I wouldn’t have sorted my life out but also I would not have been typing this. I have also unfortunately fell in love with this person and though I am aware we would never be if my intuition is right (rarely is it wrong) I hope that we can be friends, it doesn’t help having such adistance between us and our work hours being all over the place and I want to make it work so we can still catch up… but I honestly feel that this person is going to drift out of my life and it breaks my heart thinking about it. Whatever happens whether we manage to stay friends or drift away I want to write him a card to give thanks because he has no idea how he has saved me.
