• 5 years ago
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My friend passed her student permit today. I hate it so much but I keep smiling and acting like I’m happy for her. I can’t tell her how much it eats me up she passed on her first try and how she gets to be so excited about it. How she was able to get past her nerves and actually do it. She’s so happy and I just want to avoid her because I don’t want to bring her down. I want to tell her so badly but I can’t do that to her. I hate birthdays so much. I am so sorry Gray if you see this… I shouldn’t feel this way and I hope you never see this. It’s kind of obvious who I am if she sees this I am over. She probably wouldn’t want to talk to me and she’d probably be mad that I even feel this way. I’m so sorry. I just feel so stupid because I was so nervous and I knew the answer and yet I couldn’t put that aside to pass the second part of the test and I barely passed the second time. I struggled to understand parts of the test that asks about lanes and stuff because I can’t visualize what they are talking about. Anyways I really am happy she passed I just feel so alone when it comes to this. Even my family haven’t ever heard of someone failing the driver’s test… and then I did.

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