I find people boring. I don’t care about my “friends”. I don’t find them interesting enough to waste my time on. I really wish I cared about them, I’ve tried so hard to be there for them and I can tell they think I’m a good friend. When really I honestly do not give a damn about them at all.
Am I a bad person?
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No, you are not. And at the moment it doesn’t affect your friends either. They are happy with your pretend friendship. The question that you need to ask yourself is, are you okay with being this person who doesn’t care? You don’t care about these particular friends or every friend you ever had? Do you want to have friends you care about? If you are okay being this person and you have never cared for any of your friends and you don’t want friends to care for, then you are just fine. Carry on with your life. BUT if the answer to any of these question is no, then you need to either find new circle of friends or talk to someone. you could use some help.