I hurt my kids and they don’t know it yet. One day they will and it will crush their trust in me. As a father, in my mind and heart, I am there for every second of anything that ia important to them. But as a man in this world…I am seen as a monster to those who discover my past. Regardless of what I do or where I go it follows me. You see years ago I cheated on my wife and got caught. Problem is who I was cheating with. She stayed with me thankfully because she understood that it takes two to cheat and has known me for a long time. But my children, theyre the true victims of my actions. They are the ones who pay for it. Unknowingly. But at such a cost. It breaks my heart.
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Why would you have kids? Was it out of your control?
You sound like a sex addict with a big problem. Could it be your wife knows about the one she caught you with but you have 6 other kids running around with your unmistakable face from 6 women?
People make mistakes and shit happens. Your kids will make up their own minds when the time comes and you just have to deal with it. No one is perfect, and if you’re beating yourself up this much you’re clearly not a terrible person.