I have hopes and dreams of meeting Mr. Right and getting married and having a family. But secretly I have the strangest s***** desires because I get turned on by things that most people think are wrong. I had a lesbian affair with my friend not because I like her s******* or romantically but because it was an affair. I think about being t****** and used a lot by anyone. I fantasize about men that I never give the time of day to using me s*******, old or fat it doesn’t matter. I fantasize about my friends parents having s** with me and it doesn’t matter if it the mother or father or both. I once let an old man I met at the grocery store finger me in the parking lot. I think about that when I m********* all the time now.
I don’t know why I have these thoughts or whats wrong with me. I hope I grow out of it.
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You’re a whore. Don’t be ashamed of it. Enjoy it while you’re young enough to attract folks who will use you the way you obviously need to be used.
When you are old enough, explore these feelings before you settle down. Please don’t do what I did and repress them. I’m married with children and I wonder what could have been.