I love insecure women, I don’t know why fully. But they make me feel more like a man, And when you test them, To see what they’ll let you get away with and won’t they’ll let you get away with almost everything really. I got with this girl not too long ago, she established boundaries and I broke them all and she literally just sat there and did nothing about it. She’s passive, I persuaded her to have s** with me, I argued with her every day until she gave it up 2 months later she did. Even though she’s a devout Christian. Every time I start an argument and I get loud with her, her voice goes low, and she starts fidgeting with her fingers you can tell she has no self-esteem or self-worth, But when I first met her I thought she did. I’m unable to feel any kind of sympathy for her though I know I should, I can’t feel anything much anymore. She kept asking and praying out loud asking the lord for forgiveness.. I’m not a Christian but I believe in god.. I guess. It kind of aroused me more, when she started praying out loud..Its wrong I know, I told her I also believed in god but that was probably not all the way the truth. I lied like I forgot to bring a condom I forgot it purposely and she said she didn’t want to do it anymore, But I told her I know how to pull out she kept bringing up that she wanted to use protection. After awhile of back and forth she let it slide. shes also very very awkward because she didn’t want me to look at her naked, She kept covering my eyes up, but I kept slapping her hands away because it was getting really annoying. I told her to hold on to me if it started to hurt, but she didn’t want to. she pulled the cover over her face and just held on to it instead, I thought she was moaning in pleasure and telling me to stop because I couldn’t see her facial expression but after I was done and the cover came off I saw that she was actually crying under there. I wanted to feel bad for her, but I just couldn’t…I just sort of patted her shoulder and told her it was going to be alright and to put on some clothes because I was taking her home..after that, I texted her and broke up with her because she didn’t let me go all the way I didn’t get to c** or anything.

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