I always disappoint myself if I believe that I still have hope and everything will be better if I try harder.Well suprise surprise! It is never better! My parents hoped that I weren’t their child. When I finally got my first boyfriend, I am only second to him. He like this other girl better. Long after that, I found someone that I really love. Guess what? Turns out that I can’t be with him. My whole life is a disappointment and I dont even feel anything anymore. It feels like nothing else matters anymore and it is liberating. I feel wonderful!
