I am a narcissist. I think about myself and my feelings almost all the time. I see myself as a victim and a poor little me waiting for someone to save me. I’m angry with my parents but I never let it go, even now I’m in my forties. I keep waiting for them to be proud of me. I desperately want people to notice me. I am a perfectionist and good at quite a lot of things but I still crave praise and attention.
I hate myself so much and wish I were dead.