I’m going to die today. I guess I just want someone, anyone to know. I can’t tell people who know me because they will call the police. I don’t want to be saved. Anyway, thanks for bearing witness to my last thoughts. Godspeed!
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I’m going to die today. I guess I just want someone, anyone to know. I can’t tell people who know me because they will call the police. I don’t want to be saved. Anyway, thanks for bearing witness to my last thoughts. Godspeed!
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And I want to you to know that someone, somewhere out there cares. I tried to kill myself 9 years ago and I failed, it was the best failure of my life. Just over a year later I met my wife and we now live happily together abroad. It doesn’t have to be this way, say it, ‘it doesn’t have to be this way’. Its easy to believe that because the sun is behind the clouds that it will be gone forever but it’s not.
Go on Youtube right now and listen to a song by Leonard Cohen called Anthem. He was a tortured soul who struggled with depression for most of his life and he turned the pain into art. I wish you a good happy and valuable life, please with wish yourself the same and learn to love who you are.
The birds they sang
At the break of day
Start again
I heard them say
Don’t dwell on what
Has passed away
Or what is yet to be
Yeah the wars they will
Be fought again
The holy dove
She will be caught again
Bought and sold
And bought again
The dove is never free
Ring the bells (ring the bells) that still can ring
Forget your perfect offering
There is a crack in everything (there is a crack in everything)
That’s how the light gets in
We asked for signs
The signs were sent
The birth betrayed
The marriage spent
Yeah the widowhood
Of every government
Signs for all to see
I can’t run no more
With that lawless crowd
While the killers in high places
Say their prayers out loud
But they’ve summoned, they’ve summoned up
A thundercloud
And they’re going to hear from me
Ring the bells that still can ring
Forget your perfect offering
There is a crack, a crack in everything (there is a crack in everything)
That’s how the light gets in
You can add up the parts
You won’t have the sum
You can strike up the march
There is no drum
Every heart, every heart to love will come
But like a refugee
Ring the bells that still can ring
Forget your perfect offering
There is a crack, a crack in everything (there is a crack in everything)
That’s how the light gets in
Ring the bells that still can ring (ring the bells that still can ring)
Forget your perfect offering
There is a crack, a crack in everything (there is a crack in everything)
That’s how the light gets in
That’s how the light gets in
That’s how the light gets in
Please don’t.
I don’t know you. I don’t know your problems.
I can’t promise it will get better. But it will not if you end this now.
I know I am supposed to try to build you up, but I am missing words.
This might be immoral of me, but as someone who lost two family members by them chosing to leave us forever I can tell you: The ones left behind will never understand it, and it might take them more than a lifetime to forgive you, whatever there is to be forgiven.
It is your life, but you are never alone.
At least keep your phone close to call the police.
You do not want to be afraid during your last moments and change your mind, but being unable to change it.
Please change your mind.
Please call your family, and if it’s just to say hello.
Get on with it wimp