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I’m going to die today. I guess I just want someone, anyone to know. I can’t tell people who know me because they will call the police. I don’t want to be saved. Anyway, thanks for bearing witness to my last thoughts. Godspeed!

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  • And I want to you to know that someone, somewhere out there cares. I tried to kill myself 9 years ago and I failed, it was the best failure of my life. Just over a year later I met my wife and we now live happily together abroad. It doesn’t have to be this way, say it, ‘it doesn’t have to be this way’. Its easy to believe that because the sun is behind the clouds that it will be gone forever but it’s not.
    Go on Youtube right now and listen to a song by Leonard Cohen called Anthem. He was a tortured soul who struggled with depression for most of his life and he turned the pain into art. I wish you a good happy and valuable life, please with wish yourself the same and learn to love who you are.
    The birds they sang
    At the break of day
    Start again
    I heard them say
    Don’t dwell on what
    Has passed away
    Or what is yet to be
    Yeah the wars they will
    Be fought again
    The holy dove
    She will be caught again
    Bought and sold
    And bought again
    The dove is never free

    Ring the bells (ring the bells) that still can ring
    Forget your perfect offering
    There is a crack in everything (there is a crack in everything)
    That’s how the light gets in
    We asked for signs
    The signs were sent
    The birth betrayed
    The marriage spent
    Yeah the widowhood
    Of every government
    Signs for all to see
    I can’t run no more
    With that lawless crowd
    While the killers in high places
    Say their prayers out loud
    But they’ve summoned, they’ve summoned up
    A thundercloud
    And they’re going to hear from me
    Ring the bells that still can ring
    Forget your perfect offering
    There is a crack, a crack in everything (there is a crack in everything)
    That’s how the light gets in
    You can add up the parts
    You won’t have the sum
    You can strike up the march
    There is no drum
    Every heart, every heart to love will come
    But like a refugee
    Ring the bells that still can ring
    Forget your perfect offering
    There is a crack, a crack in everything (there is a crack in everything)
    That’s how the light gets in
    Ring the bells that still can ring (ring the bells that still can ring)
    Forget your perfect offering
    There is a crack, a crack in everything (there is a crack in everything)
    That’s how the light gets in
    That’s how the light gets in
    That’s how the light gets in

    Anonymous September 19, 2018 7:33 pm Reply
  • Please don’t.
    I don’t know you. I don’t know your problems.
    I can’t promise it will get better. But it will not if you end this now.

    I know I am supposed to try to build you up, but I am missing words.
    This might be immoral of me, but as someone who lost two family members by them chosing to leave us forever I can tell you: The ones left behind will never understand it, and it might take them more than a lifetime to forgive you, whatever there is to be forgiven.
    It is your life, but you are never alone.

    At least keep your phone close to call the police.
    You do not want to be afraid during your last moments and change your mind, but being unable to change it.
    Please change your mind.
    Please call your family, and if it’s just to say hello.

    Anonymous September 19, 2018 8:53 pm Reply
  • Get on with it wimp

    Anonymous September 20, 2018 1:06 am Reply

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