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I’m a virgin. A true virgin and I’m proud of it. I like being a virgin because I’m rare (and apparently if I was really strung out on cash, virginity is selling for $1,000,000 in the usa). But I likely wont go that route. I like knowing I’m walking around with a milli in my skirt (I dont wear pants). I like being different. I like the responses I get from men when I tell a potential suitor I’m a virgin. I dont tell my female friends because in my past experiences, somehow being a virgin is seen as lame to other woman, is the impression I got, like it was a vulnerability and they use that against me if they ever wanted a man I was dating, which I found really interesting.I don’t have those friends anymore. If s** comes up in convo with my friends, I’ve always been able to stay under the radar, which is great. I’ve only had 1 guy become randomly irrate at this information, out of nowhere and curse me out for “lying” – that was really odd. But other than 1 guy I’ve had really great relationships with men. I love men. Any man that’s ever mistreated me, I didn’t take it to heart bc nothing was given to him and I left with everything that I came with. But I love men. I probably worship men in a way. Everything about a man really turns me on. Everything. I’ve only had a total of 2 boyfriends. All lasted years. All of them were content with me being a virgin and wanted to marry me. But when that conversation came I wasnt IN love. Braking up with them was hard and took months. Bc I believe the amount of time it takes to fall in love is about the amount of time or more it’ll take to ween a person from you. So I was as delicate with them as they were with me. But my current boyfriend now, who I plan on marrying, obviously won my heart. With the smallest words and gestures. Love is so strange. But I enjoy it.

Sometimes it’s really difficult being intimate with him. His restraint is appreciated, but I have fantasies of him just losing control and in my head, it’s the hottedt thing. But we’re waiting til marriage. We’re going to Iceland in a few days for our anniversary/bday. He picked a watch in place of the one he really wanted bc he thought it was sold out. He thinks he’s getting that watch, but I actually found the one he really wanted in the first place, so he’ll enjoy that little suprise. We’ll have a really nice time. He’s my king and he calls me his queen nearly everyday.

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  • Do you think he will propose?

    Anonymous September 17, 2018 4:17 pm Reply
  • Virgins are a myth.

    Anonymous September 17, 2018 9:40 pm Reply

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