I sometimes just feel like I see things in a too neutral way. While I still am capable of feeling emotions, my whole world is gradually becoming more and more… one-dimensional
(don’t know how to express it better). Like, if I see blood, lots of it even, I’ll maybe think “Wow, this is a big mess”, but it doesn’t alarm me in any way. Same with corpses, rotting flesh or other stuff. The feeling of disgust is never there. It just feels like I’m slowly loosing a part of my human instinct, of what should make the alarmbells in my head ring, but doesn’t.
