I have been very angry at God these days. Insulting Him saying all kinds of things. Not trusting Him or believing anything because Jesus told me something and it did not happen like He said it would. He lied about the same thing (me becoming famous in a particular way, and at a particular time) a while back also. He spoke and it did not happen like he said it would. Even other stuff, me getting back together with someone in a particular way at a particular time, but it didn’t happen as He said. And it hurts because I feel like once He says something it is definitely true. Am I wrong to hold God to high standards? Sometimes God tells me things and it happens EXACTLY like He said it would, other times it does not. And I was saying angrily that if He’s inconsistent and lies then He’s like any other person and is not God. Probably just got lucky creating stuff. I don’t have time for b*******, I told him if he won’t uplift me he should kill me, he chose not to kill me so let the upliftment come more and more. Let it be more than this. I don’t care, give me the best and let me constantly be uplifted with no pause. I gave you a choice and now you must fulfil your end of the bargain, God.

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