Same! I left the place i was living. I’m at peace now

I once knew a woman many years ago who I know thinks this way. She currently lives in the asshole of Canada. I assume her life is unfolding exactly like I knew it would. She married some loser dickhead for reasons other than love, and she’s probably miserable, coming up on middle age, and life is not great. I guarantee you this guy is not the best she’s ever had BUT he’s probably rich. Hahaha!

I’ve said before, with regards to her and anyone for that matter “if you don’t live here, where I am, we cant be anything” and that’s truth. I don’t do long distance with anyone, and I dont need or want any new friends. I’m not up for a visit or anything like that. I have plenty of everything I need here. And that’s true, but the other truth is it doesn’t matter what she does or where she is, I don’t look back fondly at her. She’s one of the worst people I have ever encountered and I wouldn’t give her the time of day again. I want nothing to do with that ever again.

I would tell her not to kil herself, not to move “home”, I know shes probably burned hundreds of bridges and there’s too many people she cant ever see look in the eye again. Thats the main reason shes never coming home, she was a big piece of shit to more people than me and where she is now, is her home. She made her bed, now either lay in it, or find someone else to lay in it with you, but it won’t be me, even if you live here. And fuck I would hate to see her now. I would actually want to abuse her physically and mentally. I hate her that bad. I hate that bitch and everyone and everything associated with her. I also know deep down though, she will never get better than me. Never in a lifetime.