I want to die. I feel breathless everyday and I just can’t have a happy day. I’ve had to forgive my dad for trying to r*** me because he had cancer. I’ve had to forgive my sister for letting me get bullied. I’ve had to forgive my crush for liking him (he didn’t like me and found me an embarrasment). I’ve had to apologise to the society for being a fat girl. I’ve had to apologise just because people find me creepy because I smile at them but don’t talk too often. I’ve been insulted for appearing on a singing show. What’s the point of living?
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First off, you don’t have to let people off the hook just because they’re dying. If they wronged you, they wronged you their health shouldn’t change that. Secondly, you kinda sound a bit off kilter, maybe that’s why people don’t like you. Because you’re weird. But that’s ok, you don’t need tons of people to like you. I have people tell me bluntly that I’m weird all the time. I always respond with a smile and say I know what of it. And that’s that. You need to worry less about what others think and just do you. As Dr Suess once said, Those who matter dont mind and those who mind don’t matter.
Hey, everything will come to an end. Just keep that in mind. I know that you’re really going through a lot right now but just remember that it’s going to get better in the future. Don’t apologize to the society, value subjectivity and embrace individuality. Don’t let the stereotypical standards of the society define you as a person. It’ll get better. 🙂
I was a victim of bullying too, everyday I feel like dying. I don’t want to go to school anymore but everything changed when I applied as a cadet officer. I was trained to be a future officer in our batch it’s like a military training but in high school. I succeeded eventually. Those who bullied me, I commanded them respect. I was assigned to this platoon and some of the them were the ones that bullied me. I gave them tons of punishment, push ups whenever they wronged my military commands. Felt after all.