i am falling in love with a man i encountered on pornhub. i joined because i have no way to express my sexuality healthily in my normal life right now. i wouldn’t say i’m an attention whore but it is thrilling to see people’s reactions to my body. i am 18. he and i have spoken several times now and he confessed he would be more than happy to be my lover or more than that, if only i lived closer. there is a language barrier between us, and he is 28, almost a full 10 years older than me. i don’t know how to handle this.
