My family isn’t very supportive around mental health issues, I just get that feeling when they talk about them. I suspect I may have bipolar disorder but I’m too afraid to tell them. I want to get better but I’m scared. I don’t even know if I’m actually sick. I don’t want to waste their time but it’s so hard right now.
Some days I just want it all to be over, I just want to sleep, and stop waking back up. Then some days I’m just fine or even “high on happiness”. Maybe they’re just mood swings and I can’t handle it. I’m not sure, I just don’t feel right, and I want to stop.
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I feel the same way, except I had a big breakdown and talked to my parents about it. They said when we moved I could talk to a therapist, but no pills yet.
Because they don’t want me to be more damaged I guess ..? I don’t know.
All I know is my mom thinks I have depression, just like all of my school counslers, and friends, and other family members have told me.
Thanks for saying all that, I hope you get better.