Okay, you know the little crushes we have when we’re young? I call that puppy love and I’ve had it since I was in early elementary for this one guy, almost up until kindergarten. I honestly I don’t understand why I still feel attracted to him even after all these years, now I’m 16 in highschool and we’ve gone to the same schools since 4th grade and I hate that so much because I end up bumping into him whenever I try my hardest to avoid places where he would be. I try to suppress these stupid feelings I have for him by trying to ignore them and him as well. But I can’t whenever I know he’s in the same vicinity as me. I panic and freak out whenever he’s around and we’ve been childhood friends because of our parents working together, but our personalities are so drastically different too. He’s way more confident than I could ever be and a lot more of a social butterfly. And I know he deserves someone better than me.. I just wish I could get rid of these feelings for him and move on…
