i’m falling for someone years older than me. the age difference between us is obvious, especially because he looks older than he really is, but i love the age gap. i love that he has years more life experience than me; i love that he’s so clearly a man while i’m still a girl. it’s nice to have a relationship (even just a casual one) with someone in a different stage of life. don’t get me wrong i love f****** him, there’s genuinely no one i’d rather f***, but i can’t help find myself wanting more, wanting softness too. sometimes the soft side comes through. i felt it when i laid my head on his chest and listened to him talk; i feel it when he looks into my eyes; i feel it when he kisses me soft and slow, his hand holding my face. i want to know everything about him… but he probably only wants to know my body. i can’t help it, i’m so infatuated by him.

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