I never learned how to let go of all the hurt I experience as a child sadly this type of hurt from others lash of on me sadly I allow it to carried throughout my adulthood. My self-esteem has been shattered I tend to build up wall around my heart never letting people really see who I really am.
Having no friends afraid that they will never love or accepted me for me. Being called animals such as monkey, bucktooth beaver, moose names most of my life just because of the way I looked severely broke me down emotional and socially to let people in. I know I should let it go but I really don’t know how it been hurting for so long it became a part of me.
