About a year ago I wrote a letter to my cousin telling her that I loved her more than I should. In the letter I told her that I wanted her to be the first and only person I ever had s** with. The letter also said that I was gonna kill myself because I knew it would never happen. I didn’t kill myself, I cut my arms from wrist to elbows with one of my many knives my mom walked in while I was working on the other arm. She rushed me to the hospital and then I spent two months in a rehab center with no contact with the outside world. I get out and my cousin was there, she ran up to hug me and she kissed me dead on the lips my mom didn’t care cause she told her about the letter and how she apparently felt the same way. We sobbed together for ages before all of us went to my cousin’s apartment. My cousin said I could spend the night, I did and we’ve been living together ever since. I wanted to tell anyone who’d listen because my cousin and I are married now and she’s pregnant.

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