I’ve been aroused by smelling my own farts – a lot of the time. I didn’t fully adress my desire to think about this fetish until a really gassy boy started to let go on me. Frankly, apologizing. It smelled amazing. If feel bad I have this since I’ve done some bad things or at least things I’m not proud of. Yet, THIS is how I represent the community-what America makes fun of. I almost locked him down then or at least REALLY wanted to-enough so I was daydreaming it! Me, a flawed individual who’s perhaps been abusive but defiantly insensitive-lying to my friends about loving them or being a good person to me, and *sigh*. God, my past friend using the restroom with me watching due to her anxiety. It turned me on just the thought and eventually I was the one begging. She didn’t know my feelings or that I liked pee and farts-or anything of The like she was. Also we were seen as cute, female friends. Later, she called me a bad friend. The last time she let me watch I shouted at her not to stop, she kicked me out. I was 10 though, if that counts. That’s why I worry about my community-people who like what I do s*******-farts,pee,girls,boys,nonbinary ex.
The good news is I’m ok, I just worry A LOT. I am writing a book and the main character is a loving, sensitive, unique, flawed person with epractophila (what I have) and corrophilia but isn’t open about it. He struggles with being seen as a “safe” s***** health education teacher. And is, deciding if teaching or saving his friend from 25 to life prison is a good idea. Both characters are from Russia, though I from the US.

Thank you,
I just needed to share this

Also, I just wanted to confess, there will be no follow questions I’ll be answering.

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