I love my life. Husband, child, home, all of that, but I really miss being single. I just miss the chase, the s**, the passion.
I love my life. Husband, child, home, all of that, but I really miss being single. I just miss the chase, the s**, the passion.
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Totally agree with you. Married for last 17 years, there are days when it becomes nearly unbearable.
Whereas leaving my wife and that life was the best thing I ever did, as painful as it was. I come and go as I please, I travel wherever I wish on a moment’s notice, my career is skyrocketing, and while I miss having steady sex and cuddling, my wife was frankly awful in bed, inept and expecting me to do everything, and, oh, yes, once a week on Saturdays at 2 PM for 20 minutes for 11 years. I will get married again one day, but probably when I’m done having fun and it’s time to just get old and rot and die.
I can totally relate to this. I was reminded by something last night that when I was single I could have just stopped on my way home and done anything I want, but couldnt’ because I was expected. I totally relate to the sex thing. Although we have tried. We’re at an age where it’s sometimes more difficult than average. I do miss the single life when i had someone to fuck around with. But I don’t miss the miserable in between times of lonliness.
It does seem at times like “I’m a healthy, handsome, very in-shape man with a 5-inches-around, 6-long fat beautiful penis, and it’s going to waste, here I am alone in bed.” But there is a cost to everything…and one must bear being alone, the same as one must bear the day after day after day after month after year after decade thing that marriage is. I just never want to break up again, it’s horrible, she said it was worse than when her father suddenly died when she was just 15, she hasn’t had sex since I left 6 years ago, which also tells you something about her lack of libido. I thought I was just over-the-hill and that’s why we weren’t having a lot of sex, then I met someone hot-as-hell who kept me in bed for 6 hours at a time, and, no, I’m not old, I’m not over-the-hill – I just had a wife that wasn’t really interested in sex, whereas I am hornyhornyhorny.